all her toil

 it's here and it twinkles touching my way through begin to see it's blush fills through slowly so much that could have been missed fingers touch I float along he shows me the shine we'll stay here he says

it was misplaced a few days ago but today its all void like it never existed like it doesnt matter like it never did im turning into every familiar sound only to see that gaping hole grow larger

 I know now that I am selfish in all that I feel I'll flow over the rocks the love unbounded you be free and do better than me :)

 the breath is shallow, slow its like what the world around me feels now churns and stirs of pain  wrenches and bile that just stays, to remind everything is unpleasant inside and out