all her toil

I've paused my flailing limbs to hear  ... there was a reason and there is you were not wrong just know this isn't for you to strive its for you to live in it is the peace and the joy  that this was meant for the noise will fade away... my ocean is calm the water doesnt sting anymore I float and smile

 I dont know what you sound like feel like or look like anymore blotted from memory The us also sounds different now clouds of a different tune what was that again... So much put into the attic locked away The doors make sounds though I listen to the knocks of anguish

 it's here and it twinkles touching my way through begin to see it's blush fills through slowly so much that could have been missed fingers touch I float along he shows me the shine we'll stay here he says

it was misplaced a few days ago but today its all void like it never existed like it doesnt matter like it never did im turning into every familiar sound only to see that gaping hole grow larger

 I know now that I am selfish in all that I feel I'll flow over the rocks the love unbounded you be free and do better than me :)

 the breath is shallow, slow its like what the world around me feels now churns and stirs of pain  wrenches and bile that just stays, to remind everything is unpleasant inside and out

 pause, and a tear runs down then distract and some more again there'll be pails then plants and trees and forests there'll be rains and lakes and rivers and oceans come quickly and find my love again willya

 All I feel is pain yards and yards of it I'll knit and sow  and keep warm with it

 This idea of you and me I remember how I used to look at it and smile  How beautiful and bright :) And then when I stepped in The warmth engulfed, I felt the bright... but its gotten very lonely here now without you