all her toil

I cry out to the heavens My soul begs for respite Give me free, give me breath, give me light I cry to you each night...

truth be told I have no hold On love or faith On reason or hate There ain't a scum I don't define And there ain't a reason for me to smile But I continue to walk For this life ain't mine

As I explore my innards of dark and gore I look for those sunshines I may have stored I find the tiny escapes of light And run ahead like a little child But the ghastly shines fade my reason And I fear the crawl ahead I treason with myself