all her toil

I feel like throwing up the strangle's getting thicker i want that noose to wrench its way and kill me with its snigger it was nice knowing you hon i'm sure you feel the same and when i find my way out i'd like to be the one to blame the bile has finally built up i'd let the nausea take control if this is how it has to end then lets just rock n roll

The bodies mix The day diffuses Time then snatched away The pause torn open Fanstasy resolved to smithereens I ask for none I ask for neither I ask for an end to night and day Do me apart For I cant ask A broken bird to beat its wing Take me away For I want no war Give this a stop Give me the dark That is all I ask

I'm yearning and I'm craving I don't know if this is what they call it I do know that a piece of me refuses to be my own It floats, towards you Pulling me along I see myself whispering into the air speaking to the unknown For a few moments with you Wishing they would be strung together forever The suns and the moons The greys and the wrinkles The passions and the laughs They want to be with you I've been heard before I could be heard again...

I write a tear scented by an exploding flower wrapped in brown with a pretty bow Who it's from, you would never know Tangent circles, a rap on my knuckles was told But I've missed that point, I've long missed that point! my own embrace I dearly hold I taste that salt and fear that fright I'm an eight year old with a chucky syndrome but then i wipe me clean and be the queen save ten seconds and i'm back to being old  you give me my bread!! and water me down i'll count the clocks as they chime their dread grow the fat, kill the lust ugliness is heaven behold

I have a tear in my eye As I write to you There's something that I feel is amiss Is it me? It is isnt it I don't belong to you anymore because we dont want it that way we keep looking at the rises and sets like they belong to us but we dont belong to each other we're grown ups with our cups of tea and maturity no surprises here no statements made no promises we will make ever we are the new kinds we are heartless with a perspective with a process to what exactly? why dont we just believe that we dont exist why the charades do we really belong to each other do the masks extend if that isnt true Is this?