There are gardens that bloom with overflowing vines I've planted a story in each of those roots i see their leaves that nurture and wither they are mine dead vine leaves, veins showing I've picked up a few they'll stay with me they are mine pieces of my stories they may get crushed or forgotten they are mine.
at my lowest, my most vulnerable, when i needed you the most you chose to leave you chose alone you made that decision before you came your hands couldnt hold mine your words hurt - you will need help for that depression again you said... stings, so many a cigarette couldnt be shared you were long gone no it wasnt a conversation it was news to be relayed maybe it was needed to be done but it could have been done better package it outside of a streetside coffee shop maybe somewhere a tear could be shed where a hug could have smoothened the edges i couldnt have felt stranger or more alive than a dried frail branch that you stepped on and left behind cracked on that dusty road and only today I know why and how i feel. its taken me this long to know i was in pain. 3/01/24